Sunday, August 19, 2007

I could be...

I could be having the best time, with friends, family, drinks, music, and then all of a sudden I feel a pang of distress when I remember that you are gone. When will I get over this?

It has been...

It has been two years now since you left. I feel like it gets worse as time goes on. I can still function and the acute pain is gone, but the sky always has at least one cloud in it to remind me that you are dead.

I used to...

I used to be so spontaneous when you were with me. Now, I find myself searching for symbols of permanence to fill the void left by your departure.

I forgive you...

I forgive you for everything you did to me. This is the only way I can move on.

Thank you for...

Thank you for giving me the gift of grief. I have learned so much about myself during this period. Unfortunately you are not here to share what I have learned.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

You offered me...

You offered me a life of security, and now the only way for me to feel secure is to pretend that you are still alive, your arms are around me, and your gentle voice is whispering, "You're alright."

I did my...

I did my best to be your prince.

We had many...

We had many misunderstandings, and while the misunderstandings remain with me, so does my eternal love for you.

Against the sky...

Against the sky no longer of this world.

Sunrise irritates me...

Sunrise irritates me and sunset scares me now that you are gone.

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Devastating Everyday Always...

Devastating
Everyday
Always
Dead

I need you...

I need you baby. I miss you.

Please protect me...

Please protect me wherever you are.

I know that...

I know that everyday all over the world people die, but you were so special to me. I don't think I'll ever meet anyone like you again.

You were the...

You were the best thing that ever happened to me. And now you are the worst thing that ever happened to me.