Lost when you...

Lost when you were here. Lost now forever as far as I know. A short life for you. Did you really ever want to live like everyone else? Did you ever think of anyone else but yourself? I suffered in your shadows, but took care of you with no gratitude required. And you kept taking, never giving unless you wanted a "thank you," or a favor in return. You were a solipsistic, pathetic man. I still hate myself for wasting my time loving you, trying to save you, waiting for you to change. Well, you have changed for sure now, but my feelings have not. Damn you.